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many things happened. and i'm starting to feel that without my presence, it'll be better.


many thoughts went through my mind while showering. and i broke down.. until then, i didnt stop. tears just keep coming out. didnt expect this, for the second time. thinking i was strong, but not enough to hold it back. this seems to be the end of the whole, being not able to get a hold of myself, its not me at all either. things have changed, i dont want this, but its happening. i shall stop here, i dont want ppl to read my mind.

bye,