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just as i have predicted, parents are not happy with my results. i freaking passed all yet still not happy. so what if i studied? that doesn't mean i have to get 70+. lower down your expectations. i'm not that smart to get 70. talk so much, you do the paper. i see you can get 70 or not. so what if its all 50+, at least i didnt fail. now i get all 50 you nag until like that, what if i failed? hit me? just because i just passed all, that doesnt mean i am worst than brother. 'instead of becoming good, you're getting from bad to worse.' really? am i? how worse have i become? you nag at me so much, but did i talk back? no. but instead of talking back, i'm writing it here. i am aware of your health condition. i did help out with the housework. but were you around to see it? no. all you did was to shout and nag at me. but i didn't say anything, and you thought i was lying to you.

what you want me to do, i do. you want me study hard, fine, i'll study. but if you not happy with my results, blame it on your high expectations.

feel lighter now, that somethings are out.
bye, and have fun.