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school was boring today, sleepy yet hyper. after school stayed back after school. went home after mum called, started nagging on the phone, feeling guilty, i went home. walking out of school, i turned, looking in the gernal office, mr fithri was signing out! (: OMG OMG, walked sslowwly.... he was in front of us, i was behind him! OMG OMG, he's just so hot. (: (: (: i'll see you tomorrow! (:

you're not the only one stressed up you know. i'm also stressed up. how you expect me to cope my studies which are getting worse and do the housework which will never end? housework is a never ending thing to do and at the same time you want me to spend time on my studies, how is it possible? if i dont do either one, you'll start nagging and you'll start complaining that i give you stress. if thats the case, why don't you just employ a maid? isn't it better? i can cope with my studies and you'll have ample rest. but no, you don't want. why? you dont want a stranger to do all these. wth? i really don't get it. and whats with my attitude? its all the while like that. (then again,no, it was worse before.) i changed alot already but no, you think it was worse. wth? is the problem with you or me? friends changed me, to a better person. but you think i've become worse. this shows, you don't know anything! i myself can tell good from bad. but no, you think i dont know. i'm useless, i cause you stress. your life will be better if i weren't around, according to what you said. maybe its better if i really gone away. i know you just can't wait for me to leave, but at the same time, i know you'll miss me. its not that i'm blaming you, but i'm blaming myself for causing so much trouble for you. i did change, but you didn't notice it, at all. i guess i'll just plan my own things and get everything done. i'll try my best.

i'm gonna study now! maths test tomorrow, if i'm wrong. english essay to be completed. it was dued long ago.

BYE!~