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HI.


it WAS fun today dunring HHC.
a 'shocking' truth was uncovered..
hush hush :D

okay, nevermind that.
we were SO relaxed for the 1st time during HHC.
it was FUN.
and it was very sad at the end :'(

i MUST forget you.
no wild thoughts already.
its a difficult, but i'll try.



went home.
TOTALLY exhausted.
ate dinner and watched TV-ed.
and..
fell asleep on the sofa.


its been tiring,
and i guess crying doesn't help.
well, at least it can helps for that moment.

i found out that everything is bottled up inside me.
i can let it out.
maybe i need a timeout of this.

can the time just stop for one day?
and let me be in peace?

i need.....




and EMILY, I'M SO SORRY IF I CAN;T GO WITH YOU GUYS ON FRIDAY.
REALLY SORRY.
I'LL GO WITH YOU GUYS ANOTHER DAY?
I'M SO SORRY!!!!!
i feel bad, but another time okay?